How Long?

I hate this situation but I've to move on. How long I should be like this? Until my last breath? Now, I lost all my best friends. I don't have anyone right now. I miss the old all of us :'( We promise that we can be best friend forever right? But now...we fight each other. How long we should be like this? How long? Everyday I went to the school I don't have any best friend to talk with :( I feels like I want to share all my problem with you all. But, everybody have changed. Can we stop back stabbing each other? I really hope that. I don't care whether you still love me as your best friend or not. I just want you to know that I absolutely love our friendship even though we become like this. But please, look at yourself first before judging me. You're imperfect person too! Nobody perfect in this world.

I miss the way that we laughing

I miss the way that we share our problem

I miss the way that we smiled

I miss the way that we make a joke

I miss the way that we become crazy

I miss the way that.......hurmmm...

Its only memory to me :'(